Indecision becomes lifetime of regret Monster Raxx started a thread "on whom misplaced a child". As many of you know I live through experience so t The below story is the reason I offer information on safety on this blog maybe just maybe some of my experience would help someone or save someones life or make a difference. Because I live with this moment of non-action every effing day! I was running late to work as I rode my bike to work. Just as I got in the Hospital the the elevator door opened. and a tech with a baby in her arms stepped out. I stopped and looked at her for a moment then I noticed her go left down the hallway toward the lab. I felt it was odd that a tech would go left toward the lab because the lab ways also going toward the back of the hospital. Because to the right is going toward the front of the hospital as many people would go living with their newborns. Just as I was going to stop her and ask her did she know were she was going. Women in the elevator started yelling for me to get on the elevator because I was holding them up. When I told them it was odd for a person to go to the lab with a baby. One of the women said the baby is probably a hard stick for drawing blood. I told the women I've never seen anybody go toward the back of the hospital with a baby. Several of the women said I ought to mind my own business and go clock in. So to stop from holding up the elevator I went to clock in. I replied to those women all of you are going to feel bad if that child was being stolen. They yelled at me, no one is going to steal a baby, hell you can't even get men to take care of the ones they got. That child has never been seen since. So if my information about helping people or seem like I'm babbling so be it. Somethings are hard to live with. [video]http://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=2&ved=0CDIQFjAB&url=http%3A%2F%2Fjacksonville.com%2Ftu-online%2Fstories%2F071008%2Fmet_302043283.shtml&ei=tjl7T9baCKje0QHDyaCaBg&usg=AFQjCNGCYF_tsgkBWN-eBFW-io5lA2zvOg[/video]
Uncanny, isn't it? Kind of reminds me of the movie Forrest Gump, when Forrest just happend to be involved in every major event on earth for a decade or two.
Man I've lived a nightmarish hell. But I never give up and I can keep things on a swivel. Sometimes I think that this is repayment for all the things I did as a kid. the I remember something my 3rd grade teacher Mrs. Burton once told me God won't put no more on you than you can handle. Still my daughter is my pride and joy and I will protect her fiercely . Once she told me a guy tried to touch her at girl scout camp. let me blunt I looked for that SOB hard! I filled my car up full of gas and drove around the parks and playgrounds looking for him 3 hours. Then I got the ideal he wouldn't be around boys he would be were girls would be. I drove around looking for groups of girls. On the 2nd group of girls he was right there. I jump from my car not even putting it in park an chase his azz down and beat the holy crap out him. The whole time he kept saying "I didn't touch your daughter I didn't touch your daughter". That made me even more angrier! Because I never said why I was chasing him. Im just thankful he didn't bother my child. 2 other girls wasn't so lucky. Because of my attack on him the other girls came forward. I'll say this much Mystic soda bottles don't break easily. I've may not have saved one child, but I'll be damned if I let it happen again to any child if I can help it.
Every time when I hear something about some harm or some effing pervert has touched a child. I was less than arm length away. If I had reached out and touched her maybe she would've ran and that would have alerted me that something was wrong. But I did nothing. Days I stare at my daughter picture and I want her home. When she come home and I see her I start crying. I wonder how do people live knowing their loved one is missing? FBI statistics is that every 45 minutes in America some where someone will walk out of their front door and never will be seen alive again. Every hour someone will walk out of their front door and never will be seen again. That's man, woman and child every hour. Not a very sobering thought. At any given time there's at least 35 serial killers stalking Men, women and children everyday in the United States. And 60% of them are in Florida.
Honestly I don't give a **** what you believe or don't. So let's just cut it there. I have no reason to lie about one damn thing. If I could switch lives with you I would so some nights you could stay awake because of the choices you've made or didn't make. If we were in each other shoes you would probably do what so many others do don't say nothing remain quiet. Who do that help? No one. We always tell our children to tell someone, but when we have real experiences we say nothing until after that fact. The shoulda, coulda, woulda's in my book ain't crap. What I did or failed to do stay in my heart and mind. As i said I think it's a curse or just rotten damn luck in case i wish it would stop. But if one of my mishaps cause a person to think look at a situation just maybe they could save or help someone out. But being silent is nothing more than stupid azz stop snitching crud. It's my biggest regret that I could have done something. That's why I have strong opinions about some things. And if any Mother or Father have someone to bother their child. Heaven forbid..make those mutts pay!
Every-time I hear of a child abduction or something bad happening to a child. I wish I had if she had attacked me the child may be home with her parent. They do have the DNA of the child and maybe some day she will find her real mother. But from a story they ran on the young mother she's been in and out of the Mental Ward of the Hospital. She's literally near insanity.
I feel for you.... Theres a trailer down the road from my house thats always rented out to white trash (I can say that, I'm white trash, lol) This all happened about 15 years ago. I had a family of my own I was trying to take care of on $8 hour at the time. Guy walks to my house to see if I will run him to town for some kerosene. I said sure, when we got there he had no money, so he asked me if I would loan him the money, I said sure. This happened again 3 days later, I gave him the money again and filled his kerosene can up for the second time..... Fast forwared....3 day later he ask me to run him to town again. I ask him if he had my money for the last two times and if he could pay for his own this time. He said no, so I told him I couldnt do it.....it was hard enough taking care of my own family, let alone taking care of his also. 2 days later there 6 month old baby froze to death......I've had to live with this. Was it my fault? Deep down apart of me says yes and apart of me says no...... Apart of me wants to take that guy out 15 years later.....for me and that baby!!!!
In certain situations, I would ... not bragging on it .... but I could easily kill a pervert with my bare hands .... I can't tell you how that crime infuriates me .... If my daughter came home and told me some pervert molested her, I would Zimmerman his azz ...
I never said i wouldnt Tony, im just saying "when is it okay"? Morals dont mean anything in court, laws do.
