Yeah personally getting old sucks, but it does have it plus sides like grandchildren. Saturday I flew to escort my parents and their dogs to the place in Florida. I realized it Sunday and it hit me like an anvil I actually broke down a few times. My parents can no longer live on their own. I guess because of covid I have not seen them much. My parents are too proud to allow somebody other than a family member to look after them. I am also pissed at my siblings when I told them that Mom and Dad can not live alone and we will not see Mother come home from Florida alive if something is not done and not one of these a-holes said that they would head down to help out in the next couple of weeks. They are too busy.