Ever have a problem at work that was so large you lost/lose sleep over it... I'm there tonight. Fretting over things I can't control, but worrying about them none the less. Hate when I can't change the things that need changing, worried about my Marines in Afghanistan and I have lawyers and contracting officers who just don't get it... Watching Whitetail Diaries... TIVO is a good thing and drinking beer...hoping it dulls the concern, but its not working oh well, hadda vent somehow and don't want to wake up my wife
When I leave work,it is there,I am here.I used to have that at my last job,now I have a job that doesn't push all my buttons like that one did. I made more money but no way in hell am I going back to that.
I am a Marine, its part of me, hell it is me. Can't separate work from life, this is my life. Normally I don't bring problems home, but this one is big.
Thank you for being you. I have an uncle that is a retired gunny.It is part of who he is too and no matter what he is doing,it is what who/what he is.
Sean, go take a run today and just think. Take a long walk and just ponder. I do not work on anything like your level but over the course of the past two weeks I have taken on a couple of real morons at work. It has been really stressful and draining yet I continue to try to make positive changes every day in my workplace. Clear your head and go back in there Monday with a solid plan.